today was literally terrible...the worst day that i've had in Paris, so far. (but i hope that this will be the worst)
first off, i was feeling really sick physically. i caught some kind of cold. i'm pretty sure i know why i caught a cold, but i won't get into it. it's unimportant to blame anyone for whatever happened.
but i also got into a fight/misunderstanding with a friend. that only fueled the terrible feeling that i had all day. i was really tired, depressed, and worn out. i didn't leave my building all day. my roommates were worried too. i barely ate anything. i didn't want to do anything. and i kept falling asleep at the wrong times...but not for very long. i was like a zombie throughout the entire day. i really hope that i never feel this way again here. but i guess that depends on future events/actions.
later that night, i watched a movie called A Single Man with my roommate, alex, and his friend laura. she stayed with us for the night, before leaving town in the morning. but yeah, the movie was really wonderful! Colin Firth is a seriously amazing actor. i almost cried at a few parts during the movie. i guess i was already in a sad mood, so it was easy for me to relate to the character's struggle...in a strange way.
but ugh...yeah, this day will go down in the books. too bad it was Easter, and i did nothing.
- changed forever
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